| Location | London |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 04/11/2008 |
| Date of Death | 04/11/2008 |
| Visitors | 765 since 06/01/2009 |
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My beautiful TINY little angel Kevin-Daniel was born on the 04 November 2008 at 0315am weighing
0.24kgs. He made a rather unexpected arrival at 20wks gestation far too early for his tiny little
body to survive.
The 04 Nov was one of the sadest yet most proudest day of mine and his daddys lives. Our little boy
was so tiny but so perfectely formed with ten tiny little fingers and ten tiny little toes -
footballing was in his blood and he would have been another Rooney, but better looking of course, in
years to come. He didnt have much hair as it was just starting to grow but he did have thin wispy
eyebrow hair:) He would have had jet black hair like his mummy and daddy, why didnt god give him a
chance to develop fully? why? why my baby, why my special little angel, why? god I hate you so much!
he was my boy, my little boy! my pride and joy! MY BABY! how could you take my baby yet leave his
mummy, his sad mummy behind? I have lost all faith! god I pray thay you bring me back safely and
you place my beloved angels in my arms safely. Until then I will hold you accountable for the hurt
I feel, for the aching I have in my arms. I hate you god, god how I hate you!
His skin so soft and so fragile. My little boy was perfect in every way yet his tiny lungs were
replaced with big angel wings. Why god why did you have to pick my little boy? why? I will never
forgive god for taking my little boy from me, all he needed was his mummy. Why me? why my little
angel? why god why? I hate you lord I hate you for claiming my special angel as your own! he was
MINE a product of mine and his fathers love. I will never forgive you for taking him from me!
NEVER!!! He is my angel not yours, how could you? how could you leave his mummy here, his mummy
empty. Please, please bring me back to my angel, please give me some peace. Please carry baby
Kevin-Daniel's mummy home. Home to be with her very own pure little angel, her angel who will show
her the way. Her heart her soul.
The moment I gave birth to my angel I just knew he was special and as much as I wanted and needed
him I knew that his place was in heaven. My little one spent a brief time with his mummy and daddy
and died peacefully in the arms of his mummy. Letting him go, giving him up to god was the most
hardest thing we would ever have to do. I wanted to keep him warm and safe forever but each passing
moment I could feel him slipping away from me. My darling fought so hard to have the brief 30
minutes he had with his mummy and daddy. My only regret is that I never got to look into the eyes
of my child. My perfect little boy just didnt have the strength to open his eyes.
Our little Kevin-Daniel was our much longed for baby and although I had reservations about my
maternal instincts they kicked in instinctively and now I know I am a special mummy to a very
special angel baby and always will be.
I wish that I could have had a lifetime with my angel. It kills me to know that I will never get to
see his perfect little face mature into a beautiful young man; to see his first smile, take his
first step; see his first tooth; celebrate his birthday's and of course quiz his first girlfriends:)
I am proud to have had Kevin-Daniel as my firstborn and would not change or erase that moment from
my past for any healthy happy baby you could offer in return. It has made me the person I am today
for better or worse. I now have my own personal guardian angel watching over me and I will remain
strong. My little boy was a fighter (his mummys little soilder). His mummy is a fighter too! As
much as she aches to be near him, she knows for now her place is here, here on this cruel, greed
filled world.
People often find it impossible to know what to say and it so often feels that people want to move
on and forget. I want this page to reflect the impact my darling little boy made. Although his
time on earth was so cruelly cut short he built bridges between families and brought his mummy and
daddy closer than they have ever been. Please remember my little boy, please let me continue to
talk about him and please don't expect me to ever forget him or expect the old person I once was to
return for she has gone forever.
To our darling little angel your mummy and daddy think about you every day and miss you so very much
it hurts. We spent such a short time together but you blessed our lives in so many ways, it's hard
to imagine life without you. For now our time is here but I promise you one day mummy will give you
the biggest hug of all and will hold you and never ever let you go. All the plans me and daddy made
for you, all our dreams so cruelly cut short. You will always be our precious firstborn son and
will remain in our hearts for always. I hope you are being a good little angel and playing nicely
with all the other special little babies. Mummy and daddy will see you again and next time I
promise it will be for keeps. Until then fly high my sweetheart.
Missed so dearly by: Mummy and Daddy, Grandma Jayne, Grandpa Sid, Grandma Lynda and Grandpa George.
Cousins Tasha, Adrianna, Bethany, Aimmee and little pebbles - Sophia. Uncles Paul, Dave, Chris.
Aunties Donna, Marie, Joanne and finally very special Auntie Michelle.
Rest peacefully my little Bam Bam xxxx
Dear Mr Hallmark
I am writing to you from Heaven, and though it must appear
A rather strange idea, I see everything from here.
I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card
A card of love for my Mum, as she's finding it very hard.
There must be some mistake I thought, I saw every card you could imagine
Except I could not find a card, from a child who lives in heaven.
She is still a Mum too, no matter where I reside
I had to leave, she understands, but oh the tears she's cried.
I thought that if I wrote you, that you would come to know
That though I live in heaven now, I still love my Mum so.
She talks with me, and dreams with me; we still share laughter too,
Memories are our way of speaking now, would you see what you could do?
My Mum carries me in her heart, her tears she hides from sight.
She writes poems to honor me, sometimes long into the night
She plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells
She writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease their pain as well.
So you see Mr.Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth
I must find a way to remind my Mum of her wondrous worth.
She needs to be honored, and remembered too
Just as the children of earth will do.
Thank you Mr.Hallmark, I know you'll do your best
I have done all I can do; to you I'll leave the rest.
Find a way to tell her, how much she means to me
Until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity
Hello my little angel,
Guess what mummy and daddy have just done their notice to be married on March 25th!! which would have been your special birthday. God how i will be thinking of you on that day.
I hope you are being good and welcoming all the new angels who are so sadly being taken from their mummies.
My little darling mummy misses you more and more each day. Hopefully mummy will be with you real soon x
Tell god I have a bone to pick with him ok. Sleep tight my special little boy
Its time to rest your eyes and go to sleep, you are one of the brightest stars up in the skys
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Loads of love now and always sweetheart xx
I'll Be There
I'll Be There
Daddy please don't look so sad,
Momma please don't cry,
Cause I am in the arms of Jesus and
He sings me lullabies.
Please try not to question God,
Don't think He is unkind.
Don't think He sent me to you,
And then He changed His mind.
You see, I am a Special Child,
And I am needed up above,
I'm the special gift you gave Him,
The product of your love.
I'll always be there with you,
And watch the sky at night
Find the brightest star that's gleaming,
That's my halo's brilliant light
You'll see me in the morning frost,
That mists your windowpane.
That's me, in the summer showers,
I'll be dancing in the rain.
When you feel a gentle breeze,
From a gentle wind that blows,
That's me, I'll be there, Planting a kiss on your nose.
When you see a child playing,
And your heart feels a little tug,
That's me, I'll be there, giving your heart a hug.
So, daddy, please don't look so sad,
Mommy don't you cry.
I'm in the arms of Jesus,
and He sings me lullabies.
~Author Unknown
A SPECIAL ANGEL NEEDED IN HEAVEN,
guide and keep your mummy and daddy very strong,now rest in baby heaven.so little but so strong you little darlingxxxx
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