| Location | London |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 04/11/2008 |
| Date of Death | 04/11/2008 |
| Visitors | 1,001 since 06/01/2009 |
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My beautiful TINY little angel Kevin-Daniel was born on the 04 November 2008 at 0315am weighing 0.24kgs. He made a rather unexpected arrival at 20wks gestation far too early for his tiny little body to survive.
The 04 Nov was one of the sadest yet most proudest day of mine and his daddys lives. Our little boy was so tiny but so perfectely formed with ten tiny little fingers and ten tiny little toes - footballing was in his blood and he would have been another Rooney, but better looking of course, in years to come. He didnt have much hair as it was just starting to grow but he did have thin wispy eyebrow hair:) He would have had jet black hair like his mummy and daddy, why didnt god give him a chance to develop fully? why? why my baby, why my special little angel, why? god I hate you so much! he was my boy, my little boy! my pride and joy! MY BABY! how could you take my baby yet leave his mummy, his sad mummy behind? I have lost all faith! god I pray thay you bring me back safely and you place my beloved angels in my arms safely. Until then I will hold you accountable for the hurt I feel, for the aching I have in my arms. I hate you god, god how I hate you!
His skin so soft and so fragile. My little boy was perfect in every way yet his tiny lungs were replaced with big angel wings. Why god why did you have to pick my little boy? why? I will never forgive god for taking my little boy from me, all he needed was his mummy. Why me? why my little angel? why god why? I hate you lord I hate you for claiming my special angel as your own! he was MINE a product of mine and his fathers love. I will never forgive you for taking him from me! NEVER!!! He is my angel not yours, how could you? how could you leave his mummy here, his mummy empty. Please, please bring me back to my angel, please give me some peace. Please carry baby Kevin-Daniel's mummy home. Home to be with her very own pure little angel, her angel who will show her the way. Her heart her soul.
The moment I gave birth to my angel I just knew he was special and as much as I wanted and needed him I knew that his place was in heaven. My little one spent a brief time with his mummy and daddy and died peacefully in the arms of his mummy. Letting him go, giving him up to god was the most hardest thing we would ever have to do. I wanted to keep him warm and safe forever but each passing moment I could feel him slipping away from me. My darling fought so hard to have the brief 30 minutes he had with his mummy and daddy. My only regret is that I never got to look into the eyes of my child. My perfect little boy just didnt have the strength to open his eyes.
Our little Kevin-Daniel was our much longed for baby and although I had reservations about my maternal instincts they kicked in instinctively and now I know I am a special mummy to a very special angel baby and always will be.
I wish that I could have had a lifetime with my angel. It kills me to know that I will never get to see his perfect little face mature into a beautiful young man; to see his first smile, take his first step; see his first tooth; celebrate his birthday's and of course quiz his first girlfriends:) I am proud to have had Kevin-Daniel as my firstborn and would not change or erase that moment from my past for any healthy happy baby you could offer in return. It has made me the person I am today for better or worse. I now have my own personal guardian angel watching over me and I will remain strong. My little boy was a fighter (his mummys little soilder). His mummy is a fighter too! As much as she aches to be near him, she knows for now her place is here, here on this cruel, greed filled world.
People often find it impossible to know what to say and it so often feels that people want to move on and forget. I want this page to reflect the impact my darling little boy made. Although his time on earth was so cruelly cut short he built bridges between families and brought his mummy and daddy closer than they have ever been. Please remember my little boy, please let me continue to talk about him and please don't expect me to ever forget him or expect the old person I once was to return for she has gone forever.
To our darling little angel your mummy and daddy think about you every day and miss you so very much it hurts. We spent such a short time together but you blessed our lives in so many ways, it's hard to imagine life without you. For now our time is here but I promise you one day mummy will give you the biggest hug of all and will hold you and never ever let you go. All the plans me and daddy made for you, all our dreams so cruelly cut short. You will always be our precious firstborn son and will remain in our hearts for always. I hope you are being a good little angel and playing nicely with all the other special little babies. Mummy and daddy will see you again and next time I promise it will be for keeps. Until then fly high my sweetheart.
Missed so dearly by: Mummy and Daddy, Grandma Jayne, Grandpa Sid, Grandma Lynda and Grandpa George. Cousins Tasha, Adrianna, Bethany, Aimmee and little pebbles - Sophia. Uncles Paul, Dave, Chris. Aunties Donna, Marie, Joanne and finally very special Auntie Michelle.
Rest peacefully my little Bam Bam xxxx
Never Forgotten
It is nearly your 2nd birthday little fella. Your mummy will have told you that you have a little brother now. Big responsibility being a big brother you know! You are lucky boys to have such a loving mummy.
You are never forgotten. My boy is coming up for his 2nd birthday too but I know I am blessed because he is here with me.
Love Deborah (James and Sam) xxxxx
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
A Birthday In Heaven - by Kris Smith
I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.
You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My Birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.
God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).
Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.
There is a Birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.
I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play the fool
And sleep in Angel’s wings.
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.
With love from your little Angel xxx
Born Still - by Unknown Author
Do you know how hard it is
To hold a baby who doesn’t cry?
Do you know how hard it is
To tell that baby Goodbye?
Do you know how hard it is
To look at an empty bed?
Knowing your child should be there
Resting her sleepy head?
Do you know how hard it is
Feeling you’re to blame?
And no matter what they tell you
You'll always feel the same.
Do you know the heartache
Knowing she's gone for good?
And feeling that you didn't
Do all the things you could.
Do you know how hard it is
To hear that it's Gods will?
Do you know the emptiness
When your child is born still?
Unfortunately we do!
To The Child I'll Never Know - by Gloria Dianne
How can I say Good Bye
When I never said Hello,
Why does my heart grieve
For the child I'll never know?
You were a part of me
For just a little while.
I grieve because I'll never see
The magic in your smile.
I grieve for all the unsaid words
That you will never say.
I grieve that I will never see
You happily at play.
I grieve for all the lullabies
That will remain unsung.
I grieve because I'll never see
Your face gleaming like the sun.
I grieve because you will never know
The comfort of my touch.
I grieve because you will never know
That you were loved so much.
I grieve for all the tomorrows
That will never be.
I grieve because God chose
To take you back from me.
You live among the Angels now
Your earthly mission done,
You will be so dearly missed
Good-Bye my little one.
X X
♥ღ♥ I Believe ♥ღ♥
I believe that the sun shines after the rain
I believe if you don't get hurt you'll never gain
I believe in not doing things the easy way
I believe that being selfish doesn’t pay
♥ღ♥
I believe in a second chance
I believe in a life long romance
I believe there is life after death
And standing up to a life of mess
♥ღ♥
I believe in love at first sight
I believe that revenge isn’t right
I believe that first impressions last
And there is nothing better then a good laugh
♥ღ♥
I believe that dreams do come true
I believe there's destiny for me and you
I believe that good things come to those who wait
I believe love never arrives too late
♥ღ♥
I believe something good comes from something bad
I believe that for tears of happiness there are tears of sad
I believe everyone has a guardian angel
And the good you do will be rewarded well
♥ღ♥
I believe sometimes there is no explanation
I believe money can't buy people's affection
I believe you don't know what you've got until it's gone
I believe a new day arrives with every dawn
♥ღ♥
I believe a smile can be contagious
I believe in being very outrageous
I believe in living with no regrets
I believe that life is as good as it gets
♥ღ♥
I believe that God watches over us
I believe the little things are worth the fuss
I believe you have each friend for a reason
I believe you will get punished for treason
♥ღ♥
I believe that what comes first is family
I believe we should all live in harmony
I believe in making the most of a beautiful day
And it's not the end until everything's okay
♥ღ♥
I believe absence makes the heart grow fonder
I believe you will lose if you sit and wonder
I believe every experience teaches you a lesson
And nothing cures better then a drinking session
♥ღ♥
I believe everyone has one true love
I believe sometimes we need a little shove
I believe the whole world is a stage
I believe we only get better with age
♥ღ♥
I believe that to learn you have to live
I believe that to love someone you have to give
I believe one moment can change your life
And there's still help when you’re in strife
♥ღ♥
I believe everyone has one true friend
I believe love helps a broken heart mend
I believe in the power of a song
And things will change before too long
♥ღ♥
I believe living is the best experience
I believe in not laughing at other people’s expense
I believe it’s hard to watch a lover leave
And when they’re gone all you can do is breath
♥ღ♥
I believe to always look on the bright side
I believe that life is just one big ride
I believe when I die people will grieve
But it’s ok because I believe…
Unknown
16TH JANUARY 2009
★ ★ Tiny stars, shining bright, it's time for me to say 'Goodnight.' So, close your eyes, and snuggle up tight, I'm wishing you sweet dreams tonight. ★ ★
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┊ ┊┊ ★ Sweet ♥ Dreams ♥ ★ Darling ★
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┊ ★ God Bless.
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★ ★ LOVE JUDE.X ★ ★
Thinking of You xx
Thinking of you xx
A Note from heaven
Don't worry for me loved one, i am safe up here
I have no pain any more, but you have it is clear
I know your heart is broken, for me you must not weep
I am with you always, but in the after life i sleep
In the day light i am with you, i bring the morning sun
To melt away your sadness, until the dark night comes
At this time i am with you also, shining o so bright
I am the brightest star you see in the sky each and every night
So don't worry for me loved one, in life i loved you so
And i am oh so sorry that it was my time to go
I love you still and always will, we really did not part
my memories are always with you deep inside your heart xxx
'Sometimes' by Frank Brown
Sometimes, when the sun goes down,
it seems it will never rise..... but it will
Sometimes, when you feel alone,
it seems your heart will break in two.... but it won't
And sometimes, it seems its hardly worth carrying on.... but it is
For sometimes, when the sun goes down,
it seems like it will never rise again,
but it does.
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